Musings on Me Finding Myself / National Concert Fear

Some things are really starting to get to me. Under the cut is a long rant about my newfound confidence in myself...and why that is making other people piss me off. I don't think it makes sense to me either...

( My Ramblings of Nonsense )

In other none rambling news. I'm seeing The National in two weeks!!! Two weeks!! Time has flown by and now I'm getting nervous/excited. I've been watching some videos of recent live performances in New York...and its nice but at the same time depressing that more people are really into The National. Nice for them and I'm glad they're getting popular. Depressing for me...because you get jackasses at shows that like to shout and scream and clap like idiots. The National's music does not go well with people shouting song requests mid-song...or Wooping during the intro to a song like "90-Mile Water Wall". Its not...right. I hope this doesn't happen at the show I go to. Maybe I'm a music snob when it comes to this band...but please!!!! Don't ruin this night for me by screaming nonsense over the music and vocals. Low vocals don't mesh with high pitched wailing...*begs the gods* Let the show be good!!!!