Work will kill me. But I'm Jazzed Baby!

[greatbriton]

Well, had my first day at Sports Authority. I didn't get to do much of anything really, except the corporate computer stuff and paperwork. But I'm back in tomorrow morning to actually work.

And that's where I get bummed. I said yes, I would come in tomorrow morning...and then just got home and realized I was looking forward to having tomorrow morning off so I could watch...zee Fußball. :( Now I can't. lame!

And I got a look at the new Pizza Slut schedule...and we're going to be without a general manager for a week...so that means I'm working almost 50 hours. *le sigh* But that is going to be a sweet ass paycheck! If I can just get through it.

Film club today! Hopefully its fun...nice...and enjoyable. The movie better be good. Its my only time off for awhile.

Katie apparently met a nice looking 25 year old Italian man by the dumpster today. He's coming to film club. I want to see this Dumpster Lurker.

Comments

[(Anonymous)]

Hi. I was browsing this thing looking for a friend of mine (because i live in oregon and well thats should speak for itself) through a lot of link clicking i stumbled across your page. You seem like a very intelligent and lets say eccentric person. Your icons are really cool and you seem to take pride in your work. All praise aside I have to ask you something that seem to me all women do. This dan guy seems to not only treat you like crap, (no calling or returning calls)but hes also a pot head, doesnt pay rent, etc etc...just seems overall worthless, yet you have sex with him and keep putting yourself out there for him. The only reson i can see for this is your attracted to him. Now as i said this is something most women do, if he's "hot" he can beat you, cheat on you, and generally get away with murder and you still fawn over him. yet the guy whos not a "hottie" who would treat you like gold gets no chance. This isnt all aimed at you, nor does some of it apply here, but its honestly something i can't understand about women and was wondering if you could shed some light on it for me. Please dont take this as an attack on your character or criticism per se, but you have to agree that this guy has done nothing to warrant you even talking to him let alone anything more. Just curious, again i think you and your page are very cool. By the way my name is jason, nice to meet you

Thoughts.

[greatbriton.livejournal.com]

Hallo Jason! Oregon...never been there. I have a feeling that Florida is slightly more fun though. heh.

Anyway, honestly...you make sense. I've seen that kind of behavior in women before as well. Where they will be with a man who treats them like shit for some reason or another and just...never do anything about it. I think with a lot of women it has to do with a Self Confidence issue. I think a good number of women think that they're not that special and that if they leave the asshole they're with then they'll never find that someone else.

I don't quite know if I fall into that category here...This Dan guy...still being brutally honest...wasn't the most physically attractive of men. I was hooked up with him by my Manager Gary, who at the time, I was friends with and trusted. Dan, at beginning, was nice, funny, and we had a lot of things in common. He was very attentive and seemed very interested in me. I wasn't looking for anything very serious with him though...so I didn't care too much that he didn't have a lot of spare time. And with his lack of time in mind and the amount of good praise he got from the people I met that knew him, I gave him the benefit of the doubt when he started to show signs of...disinterest, I guess, because he swore he was interested. But I've moved on from that.

His "mistreatment" of me didn't last long and I haven't talked to him in a while. If he decided he wanted to get back with me he'd be in for a harsh reality check. And anyway, I was just a girl looking for some action. And as unbelievable as it may seem, its actually not quite simple for a girl to get some action either. So, I don't know if you want to apply this theory with me. I guess you could in some ways. But doesn't everybody at some point get with someone that at the time seems wonderful but ends on a sour note?

I also like to go with Dr. Drew's theory here...that women kind of grow up and unconciously search for a man that reminds them of their father. So a woman that was mistreated or abandoned by her father...may end up falling into a cycle of falling for the bad guy over and over again.

[greatbriton.livejournal.com]

OH! and thank you very much for the compliments. I got sidetracked by your question. hehe.

thanks.