greatbriton

My sleep schedule is still all out of wack.

But at least I'm not tired at the moment and the normal day hours are approaching so I can visit the outside world and look for a job. Still haven't gotten one since the "firing" from Moe's. mmm...such good FOOD! now I'm hungry. But lot of places just aren't hiring. :/

I haven't called Katie since she got back from Europe. I feel horribly terrible about this. But its more that I don't have a phone with minutes on it to talk to her then forgetting or anything. I would be able to talk to her for like 5 minutes and then have to go. That's no way to do things. But then..not talking to her is no way to do things either. :( *sigh* I miss Katie.

And now Christmas is coming up and I have no job so no money to get gifts. and I feel terrible about that too. I won't be able to get Nathan a gift. And he so deserves one. :( Working all the time and putting up with my crappiness when I get irritated over not having a job. And I think its getting to the point where he thinks I'm not even looking, but I am! every day.

But blarg. /end no job rant